Take a seat.

What worse.
Having the person you’re in love with say they don’t love you anymore or having the same person do it twice.

Act like my boyfriend not my fucking father you cock.

Like this make me wanna smash my face into the nearest car door over and over again.
I hope you’re happy love.
You drain me completely at times.

each man must realize
that it can all disappear very
quickly:
the cat, the woman, the job,
the front tire,
the bed, the walls, the
room; all our necessities
including love,
rest on foundations of sand -
and any given cause,
no matter how unrelated:
the death of a boy in Hong Kong
or a blizzard in Omaha …
can serve as your undoing.
all your chinaware crashing to the
kitchen floor, your girl will enter
and you’ll be standing, drunk,
in the center of it and she’ll ask:
my god, what’s the matter?
and you’ll answer: I don’t know,
I don’t know …

Charles Bukowski